”her early leave’s a flower,
but only so an hour.” (2)
BYF:
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THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING: I AM HYPERSENSITIVE. the smallest of things can upset me and it takes a lot for me to come forward about it. i also can feel threatened very easily, like people are doing things to act against me. this also makes me tend to push away at times. the hypersensitivity issue can trigger this threatening feeling if the issue that made me upset doesn’t get resolved within a bit after it happened.
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i’m not good at social interactions at all (unless we’re very close friends)
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i do swear
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i can get very depressed at times.
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i do need tone tags sometimes (i use them as well to clarify)
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i usually have high energy when talking unless i’m upset, tired, busy, or sick
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i use emoticons ( :3 ;; :) ;; :0 ;; etc. )
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i cannot spell for the life of me (ask katz about it.)
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i will get very annoying if we become close friends
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i probably have anger issues
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i have a disorganized/fearful-avoidant attachment style (and sort of avoidant)
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i hate small talk
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i’m emotionally unavailable
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i think i may have bpd. i was never officially diagnosed. i am not saying that i do have it/self diagnosing.
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i am on shtwt (for all of u who want shtwt to dni)
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i do make dumb ‘im gonna touch you’ jokes and others that are similar to that, PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THEY MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE!! i won’t make those kinds of jokes if they make you uncoomfortable!
stuff in bold for these next two sections means that i really would like these people to interact / not interact
interact:
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the smashing pumpkins fans, abba fans, the outsiders fans, the karate kid + cobra kai fans (same universe), serial experiments lain fans, fellow transgender folk, writers, 80s + 90s movie fans, flamingo fans, theatre kids, band kids, reality shifters, jewelry makers, artists, animators, crafty typa people
do not interact:
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racist, homophobic, transphobic, people who make fun of my interests + music taste, people who make fun of my friends, anti-shifters, toxic k-pop fans, toxic ppl in general, dream fans + supporters, wilbur soot/lovejoy fans + supporters, cat haters /hj, “i’m just a girl” and it’s the most simple or stupid thing, melanie martinez fans + supporters
other cool stuff that’s important cuz i said so: